dinsdag 11 mei 2010


Whatever doesn’t kill you, will probably try again.

So today went better than I expected. I had a rendez-vous with an old friend. Meeting up with old friends is always really nice, so I had a lot of fun. Skipped school again. I was planning to make some pictures of me in my new outfit, but the rain screwed up my hair, make up and mood. Damn.

Anyways, these awesome shoes are designed by a friend of me. I think they're really cool, they also look very professional.

maandag 10 mei 2010


I don't need a boyfriend. I don't need a boyfriend.
It's all in my head, you know. Whenever I feel I'm losing someone, I act like I don't need them. It's pretty annoying, because it doesn't make me feel better. I think it even makes me feel worse.

So today was a pretty usual day. I woke up early, light up a sigaret while cycling to school, be in school for two hours, realise that I'm getting paranoid with all those idiots around me, and skip the next 5 classes. It happens all the time and still my parents don't notice. Or they act like they don't notice.

I spent the rest of the day on buying a guitar, meeting up with friends and weeping because my boyfriend is an ass. I'm so pissed right now, but I feel also like crying. I already know which one will overpower the other.

Because you're not mad. You want to be, but you just can't. And when you talk about him, your eyes still sparkle.